My Heart's Grave

a shadow's covering my soul
I wear a mask that hides my all
I'm speeding up right t'wards a wall
I am tumbling almost fall
the hope I give - it ain't mine
I send a light but I don't shine
I bear it all and I abide
although I'm smiling I'm not fine

I'm standing here by my heart's grave
it has a tomb no name engraved
uncountable times you were led astray
since you got lost life's disarrayed

I'm giving up and step aside
now darkness rules inside my mind
nothing feels right where I reside
I have no goal so I don't fight
the words I say don't feel right
I am not blind but I lose sight
I walk a path but lost my guide
I can't wait till I'm by your side

I'm standing here by my heart's grave
it has a tomb no name engraved
uncountable times you were led astray
(can't count the times you were led astray)
since you got lost life's disarrayed

I'm standing here by my heart's grave
the only place where I feel safe
I come to visit you each day
the world feels black but here it's grey